December 31, 2011

Another Year


2011

Once again I am at that stage when I really don’t know what happened this year for me to write about. Has this year been significantly different to the past ones? Have I changed this year? Have I actually been striving towards my life goal- to be happy? Or am I not really striving, but pointlessly getting through life and living for the day and not for anything beyond that, but happy anyway? Yup, it’s the latter for sure. 

I will try my best not to make this depressing. I think the general mood of last year’s post was leaning towards the depressing side. The thing is, 2010 was a really good year. But I’ve noticed that even in my highest level of optimism, it is hard to completely drown out the not-so-good things with good things.

This year was a good year too.

December 26, 2011

"I know my time is coming..."

Yes, my blog has been pretty dormant. Unfortunately, due to my brilliance in procrastinating work, I am piled up way over my head with thesis work that is due in a week. I've wasted time like mad. Christmas was still fun.




One of the few benefits of this is that I find new music and new artists during my work. Today I discovered 'Quiet Company'. Grooveshark was advertising them and I really like their music.





I know the lyrics are not about me waiting for my jury. But it sort of reminded me of that. 


I tried a million times to understand it, and I thought I did. But at the bottom of this there is a panic, and I bought right in. But the problem with me and the problem with you is that we're all just so scared to die. But I know my time is coming.

So let's bow our heads....for something, pray that god is on our side. But the pagan and the pious, they all sound the same, "Oh my god! Oh my god!" The problem with me and the problem with you, is that we're all just so scared to die. But I know my time is coming, I can't keep my time from coming.

Ahhhh! I know my time is coming in just over a week! :(